All I Ask

[Adele]
I will leave my heart at the door
I won't say a word...
They've all been said before, you know
So why don't we just play pretend
Like we're not scared of what is coming next or scared of having nothing left!

Look, don't get me wrong
I know there is no tomorrow
All I ask is...

If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?

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I don't need your honesty
It's already in your eyes and I'm sure my eyes, they speak for me
No one knows me like you do
And since you're the only one that matters
Tell me who do I run to?

Look, don't get me wrong!
I know there is no tomorrow
All I ask is

If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
Cause what if I never love again?

Let this be our lesson in love
Let this be the way we remember us
I don't wanna be cruel or vicious
And I ain't asking for forgiveness
All I ask is...

If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends

'Cause what if I never love again?

Heartbeat Song

This is my heartbeat song and I'm gonna play it
Been so long I forgot how to turn it up, up, up, up all night long
Oh up, up all night long

You, where the hell did you come from?
You're a different, different kind of fun
And I'm so used to feeling numb
Now, I've got pins and needles on my tongue
Anticipating what's to come
Like a finger on a loaded gun

I can feel it rising
Temperature inside me
Haven't felt it for a lifetime

This is my heartbeat song and I'm gonna play it
Been so long I forgot how to turn it up, up, up, up all night long
Oh up, up all night long
This is my heartbeat song and I'm gonna play it
Turned it on
But I know you can take it up, up, up, up all night long
Oh up, up all night long (all night long)

I, I wasn't even gonna go out
But I never would have had a doubt
If I'd have known where I'd be now

Your hands on my hips
And my kiss on your lips
Oh, I could do this for a lifetime

This is my heartbeat song and I'm gonna play it
Been so long I forgot how to turn it up, up, up, up all night long
Oh, up, up all night long
This is my heartbeat song and I'm gonna play it
Turned it on
But I know you can take it up, up, up, up all night long
Oh up, up all night long

Until tonight I only dreamed about you
I can't believe I ever breathed without you
Baby, you make me feel alive and brand new
Bring it one more time, one more time

This is my heartbeat song and I'm gonna play it
Been so long I forgot how to turn it up, up, up, up all night long
Oh, up, up all night long
This is my heartbeat song and I'm gonna play it
Turned it on
But I know you can take it up, up, up, up all night long
Oh, up, up all night long

This is my heartbeat song and I'm gonna play it
Been so long I forgot how to turn it up, up, up, up all night long
Oh, up, up all night long
This is my heartbeat song and I'm gonna play it
Turned it on
But I know you can take it up, up, up, up all night long
Oh, up, up all night long

March 2016

Hellooww....
It's already March, hmm time flies indeed.
New office, new location, new friends, new ways of working, new boss, new lunch type, so many new things in my life lately :).  Yet, I'm happy and enjoy all the new things in my recent life.

Just celebrate my 11th years anniversary with my husband.  We celebrated it by eating sushi, hmm I love tuna belly sashimi, so yummy....
Dinner with fish, fish and fish, we love fish so much :).

Got addicted to buy leather bag *sigh*
In just 2 months I bought 5 leather bags (1 abekani, 1 fossil bag *yeah I know I shouldn't buy fossil anymore*, 2 long champ, 1 coach).  Need to stop this before my bank account yell at me.  But I still thinking want to buy Kipling bag and wallet *one of my favorite brand*.  Also want to have at least one Tod's bag and add another kate spade bag. Pleaseee...... stop this consumerism.... it's not good for my health and bank account. Focus focus focus, saving saving saving, invest invest invest and stop buying unnecessary things. Bukan pamer, just a reminder for myself that I had enough bags, so please stop buying bag. Stop stop stop and stop

Alhamdullilah, I feel so blessed with my life.  Rasyad will turn 2 years old next month. Yeaayy my little baby is not so baby anymore. Next post, I will show you pictures of my kids. Somehow iphonenya ngambek, nggak kedetect di laptop.

Ok, enough for random post at 7.40 pm at night after a telecon and fulfilling working from home day.

Happy New Year 2016

Happy New Year 2016.

Hope 2016 will bring success to all of us.

Above greeting is the greeting that I use in my first email to my colleagues in the office. And I do really hope that 2016 will bring me more success in all aspects of my life, especially my family and also my career.

After almost 11 years, I will start a new journey. Sometimes I'm still wondering whether I made the right decision, but I already consider everything and decided to move on hence I have to believe in myself and do my best. Decision has been made, Bismillah, it's time to move on. Just like my friend told me, it's just like having a new boyfriend, move on and never comparing because each of them have their own good and bad side.  Looking forward to have orientation by end of this month and also visiting my sister afterward.

Well, I would like to say Happy Birthday for myself :).
Our family don't celebrate birthday that big, it just having lunch together at my house. Simple but I really love it. Alhamdulillah, I have a great family and amazing 2 boys. Looking forward for a great year ahead.

On the other side, I still try to make my passion come true.  It's more tough then I thought it would be, but for sure I will not give up and with all my heart will make it happen.

Post some pictures from old days to capture the memories in my blog.

Rafan Khotmil Quran

Brothers, so sweet

Me, wearing Batik from Craftivity Creation

Rafan at Mami's Office, keren!!!

Similar picture taken when he was 2 years old.
Last picture of Rafan at Mami's Office.

Starting a career as Saman Dancer, Love it.

Smiley Rasyad

Dating with my boyfriend

Rasyad and Mami with Gp and Uti in background